*bila Izrail datang memanggil*

it was a busy day for us back here in the office,dengan esok nak seminar,prepare goodie bags and everything

and suddenly came bursting my 2 boses masuk bilik opis

"nih u all tahut ak ada orang pengsan!!"

i quickly went outside to check on what happen

and i saw,pakcik tukang kebun was laying there in the car shed

i check his pulse,while brushing off some ants that already climbing his body

i check and recheck again to make sure,but there is no pulse left on pakcik tukang kebun

my boss at that time were panicking,and i grab her phone and quickly dial 999,the least i could do..i don't know CPR (need to learn that later..)

i feel sad at the moment,what if i'm the one who were laying there..it was so heart wrenching



the ambulance come only when it is to late



but they did a good job on trying to find back the pulse of pakcik tukang kebun..tapi apakan daya,maut itu tidak dicepatkan atau dilambatkan walaupun sesaat

i have no heart to take picture of his face..it is so heart wrenching,because i did see him up close to check the pulse before the emergency unit come to the rescue




what a day...dan saya insaf melihat orang yang sudah tiada nyawa di dunia ini, mata pakcik ini memandang ruang kosong,bagaimana pula pengakhiran hidup saya didunia...

p/s:: happened lepas lunch hour tadi :( , i need to attend emergency handling classses wateveritsname lah..serius.