::Mak tok::

(from left::mak tok,tok su,mak Wan...)

it is ironic..

the first time i met her,is on hospital bed..she have kidney failure,and doing her monthly dialysis,if im not mistaken

and the final time i saw her,is also on hospital bed ,fighting for her last breath due to her kidney fail her again,and this time was the final time

through the curtain,i saw nurses and doctors struggling to revive her,as her ribcage moving up and down while her eye close shut..

i pray to Allah..make things easy for her,as she is no more younger

three day before that,she was in En.Anas's apartment..she was definitely delightful to see her grandson is finally getting married and she have see the house where her grandanson will be moving in with his newly wed wife....alas...she will be not be there in her grandson wedding ceremony

peeking her through the curtain on her deathbed,i suddenly remember my late atuk Zubir..he died because of heart disease..how i miss the laugh we had,the stories we shared..the coolest atuk i ever had..

al-fatihah...

::ALhamduliLlah::

kita jarang nak bersyukur kadang-kadang

bangun pagi setiap hari,boleh hidup lagi untuk hari itu

jarang mengucap syukur

macam kucing juga manusia ni

kita sayang kucing,kita belai kucing,

tapi kucing tu berak sepah-sepah dalam rumah

kita marah....tapi pastu kita sayang juga

ibaratnya manusia tak bersyukur

Allah sayang kita,bagi rezeki,bagi nikmat bernafas

tapi jarang kita bersyukur

sibuk sangat hal dunia..

kadang-kadang terfikir..

betapa tak sempurna diri ni

p/s:apa yang ada jarang disyukuri

::judGe::

(kita kata dia gila,tapi dia kata kita yang gila..)

kita akan marah kalau orang men-judge kita.

misalan 1 : "apa la kamu ni,pakai macam tak cukup kain aje"

misalan 2 : "apasal kasut kau ni buruk sangat?eeeii geli la"

tanpa disedari kita pun kadang-kadang (tapi selalunyalah..),bagi bad remark,judgemental issue,atau comment yang unnecessary pada org lain..

misalan 3 : "apasal la keta dia kaler purple,sportrim buruk gile"

misalan 4 : "ntahapahapa la pesyen buadak pompuan tu,nak muntah je tengok"

tapi kalau ada orang yang buat remarks seperti contoh di atas saya akan kata

misalan 5 : "biarlah kaler keta dia purple,dah dia suka kaler tu"

misalan 6 : "beb,kasut gua buruk pun,duit gua ok?"

tapi kadang-kadang, tak semua remarks itu teruk-teruk semuanya

misalan 7 : "bila kamu nak start solat,umur dah lanjut,nak tunggu orang solat untuk kamu ke?"

misalan 8 : "budak umur 6 tahun pun tahu tutup aurat..."(faham-faham la sendiri...hehehe)

Nak tegur org pun kena ada seni,cara hikmah..tapi saya tak berani nak tegur orang,pasal saya pun macam bengkok je juga..heheheh

::maLas::

hari ini saya ingin bermalas-malasan sahaja

tapi hakikatnya saya tak boleh buat macam tu..

kerja...kerja...kerja

*yaWn*

rasa nak tidur sahaja..

::hOt::

(ikan kering..)

yep..global warming its on its way.

waaayy to hot today..

i already have a 3rd degree burn..

its all due to sampling out in the open sea cages..

work...work...work

poor skin..

::aWayy::

(a path already written in life)

"chirp..chirp...ark...arkk"

waking up on monday is taking me forEver..(im late 15 minutes for work..great..just great...)

"bising je la burung ni..huh..mana la mama dia..bg la makan..."

just like a bird i tought..i will leaving my nest soon to be living with my wedded husband..uno month to go..

mixed feeling...joy...sad...happy...glorious...excitement..

to embrace it all to become one is a work i never done before..it is hard?will it be fun?can we be like the Eternity couple ad? (too much chick lit stuff i said...ahahaha)

::buZZ buZz::

(Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara......)

tap..tap..taptaptpatpapta..taptapptpa..

yakitiyakk..

apa kes?

oh blog rupenye..hmm

(been blogging since god know when..my old blog still active though..its in friendster

http://ernirocs.blogs.friendster.com/lifelikedis/

image courtesy from en.anas